Why oh why

do I keep tormenting myself?

Because that’s what I need to do…. not that I like it. But sometimes you need to do things you just don’t like.

And that is how I feel about the gym. The 2 trips yesterday wore me out. Then add in the one this morning, can we say muscle fatigue oh yeah my muscles were so tired on that trip to get Matt after his summer school class. At least I know its all in a good way, but ugh I don’t like it. Yes it has been a week and a half since I went to the gym. I’m not sure what’s different, but we will keep rolling with it.

Matt seems to be doing ok with his Algebra class. Which in the grand scheme of things shouldn’t be to hard for him at all. Since this class teaches the 200-300 & 400 level. He tested into the 400 honors level last summer, but bombed it due to normal teenage rebellion and a difference in teaching/learning style with his honors teacher. So this time should be a cake walk. But as usual with Matt nothing is completely easy. 12 more schools days left.

Emmy had fun again in the kids room at the Y, she like seeing other kids and making friends so this is good for her. She also wanted to go to the pool today. I tried to talk her out of it, tried to bribe her with DQ. But no, I took a nap and at 4 she was telling me it was time to go. So we did. She had fun with her new noodles, and Matt even joined us.With the noodles her fear of the deep end was under control, but if Matt or I were holding her she clung to us. But this is progress so I am happy. Though I do think these weekly swim lessons will be happing on a long term bases.